Monday, October 5, 2009

random ramblings of a madness

I am being tossed about the waves on the ocean of uncertainty.

I do not like this chaos that has become routine lately.

Did my Son really use a nasty slang word to disrespect a gay man & made me wanna slap the spit outta his mouth?! REALLY? In this family, not acceptable!!!!! The last thing he wants is his Mama disappointed in him, case closed.

I am torn between the safety of what once was and the intrigue of what could be in the future.

My Murder suffered a first loss yesterday, but I was prepared.

I have a killer test tonite & my head is not where it should be.

I am too damn close to 40 & missed a step on the path to being ready!!! This is not the body I wanna bring to the party! :(

After all these months, why that text?!

Why is my BFF so far away when I need her!!??

And the icing on the cake??????

Yesterday as I was walking to the neighborhood mini-market for a cup of java love (I really will be happy when Mom gets into town this weekend with my coffee maker!!!!), this random stranger stopped dead in his tracks and said, "Miss Lady, I do not mean to stare, but you are so beautiful and your eyes captured my attention a block away"
Of course, I said thank you, how sweet, have a wonderful day....... and walked away with a little smile.
It's a sad truth when a total stranger pays more attention & makes more of an effort to bring a smile to my face than anyone in my little world.

Whew!
Now a serious effort to be breezy again begins....... :)

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