Monday hmmmmmmmmm

There I was Saturday afternoon, chattin on the cellie with my bestie in the uni and as always she & I are ranting about the wrongs in our worlds.
Rewind to a few days prior where I feel a sabotage in my private life....... there is a (possibly?) unsuspecting victim.
Back to the chitchat....... So I tell Ms BFF how I purposely made a point to attack this "victim" with my razor sharp tongue & strike waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay below the belt. I was feeling sorta bad because I have not discovered if she is indeed an innocent pawn in this sick game or on Team Sabotage.? And as I have been struggling to regain the body I miss so much, how dare I make another woman feel bad about her size?!? So whether innocent or a snake, I still felt bad once I looked in her eyes & saw her embarrassment.
Brings me to the point .... if indeed I have one here?

I no more than say, "I always believed I was a nice person........(begin her laughing spasm)  and that was beyond mean. Why the hell are you laughing?!?" 
Once my beautiful BFF is able to breath again she informs me I am not, nor have I ever been, nice.
A bit shocked, I attempt several arguments ...... all to no avail. Her lecture than began......... I wont go into all the details of my amazing persona ;) but it was all good things! From beauty to Motherhood to friendship. And then the whammy.......

I am just mean when it comes to other women, injustices to children, and liars.


point 2 & 3....... yep, I gave em to her without blinking.

And so I had to ask what she meant about the other women point?
All the said was take inventory of your REAL friends.

She got me.
Only 2 chicks in the mix.

Her whole point? I am only nice to what I trust.
I guess it makes sense.