Wednesday, December 2, 2009

IDK.........

It seems when I am the least happy, I am the most productive. My paper is done!
Yesterday was definitely flagged as my worst day ever. Many truths surfaced that cut me deeper than any blade ever could. The wounds to my heart came from the most unexpected people.
I have made the choice to do what I do best....... forgive & let go.
I don't know how to hold a grudge..... I don't know how to be bitter....... I don't know how to allow yesterday to interfere with today. I just don't know how to stop smiling.
Perhaps one day that will change, but for now...... I only know how to be who I have been.

I think tomorrow I will post an exerpt from my book..... just for fun.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

dEcEmBeR wIsH lIsT

At the end, I only wish to be smiling